Grace Walk
Walk with Me and work with Me--watch how I do it.
Learn the unforced rhythms of grace.
I won't try to lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you.
Keep company with Me and you'll learn to live freely and lightly.

-Matthew 11:29-30 The Message


Hidden Treasures
One of the most satisfying aspects of writing
is that it can open in us deep wells of hidden treasures
that are beautiful for us as well as for others to see.

-Henri Nouwen in Bread for the Journey

A Modern Day Psaltery
David wrote psalms to express
what was in his heart.
Seeing no need to hide what he felt,
he wrote with sincerity, and with no hidden agenda.
What he felt was never taken against him.
Pray, dear reader, discern my heart between the lines.
Dinah Maria Craik couldn't have said it better:
"Oh the comfort -- the inexpressible comfort
of feeling safe with a person --
having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words,
but pouring them all right out, just as they are,
chaff and grain together;
certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them,
keep what is worth keeping,
and then, with the breath of kindness
blow the rest away."

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

Divine Appointments: God's Surprise Visits


Lake Placid Sunrise
Seguin, Texas








The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field.
When a man found it, he hid it again, and then in his joy 
went and sold all he had and bought the field.
- Matthew 13:44 




If you want to build a ship, 
don't just gather men to collect wood,
divide the work and give orders.
Rather, teach them to long
for the immensity of the sea.

- Antoine de Saint-Exupery









It was in 1996 that I first met Lynne Balcells. 

I was at a church where a famous speaker was ministering that evening. At the end of his message, he invited anyone who needed a fresh touch from God to come forward. I do not remember how I ended up being in front, but what I cannot forget is the intensity of the Lord's presence in that place. 

After a few minutes, one of the ministry team, a young woman stood before me and began to pray for me. Her voice was kind and compassionate. We had never met, but her prayer caught me by surprise. She was praying for a person dear to my heart, my very own first born son. Some of the words she spoke were very similar to the prayers I had written down in my own prayer journal. Of course I was amazed that a person whom I had never met would be able to pray for me in such a specific and personal way.

"God hears the cry of your heart for your son," I remember Lynne saying. "I see a beautiful picture of a young man dancing before the Lord with joy and gladness."

The year 1996 was right in the middle of my decade of pruning and those words that God spoke through a woman who, in the natural, knew nothing about my life, were a bright spot in the painful season I was in at that time. 

Lynne and I were never formally introduced. In fact I did not even know her name then, or from what country she came. 

But I am so thankful for that night in that small church where I experienced a surprise visit from God, my Father. I have written briefly about it in a post entitled All I Want is You, a special day in August 2008 when God gave me another surprise visit during the year Ernie and I lived in Chiang Mai, Thailand.

About God's "surprise visits," Oswald Chambers writes these words:

Jesus rarely comes where we expect Him; He appears where we least expect Him, and always in the most illogical situations. The only way a servant can remain true to God is to be ready for the Lord's surprise visits. This readiness will not be brought about by service, but through intense spiritual reality, expecting Jesus Christ at every turn. This sense of expectation will give our life the attitude of childlike wonder He wants it to have.

What Oswald Chambers writes is so true. We can never predict how Jesus will show up in the difficult circumstances of our lives. What matters is that we have the enduring faith to believe that our life is in His hands. And that somehow, in the midst of the darkness, His light will shine.





Today, another month of this year comes to an end.  

My blog posts these days are few and far between, but rather than be bothered by it, I am choosing to simply allow myself to flow with the direction my life seems to be going these days. 

After being in Manila for nearly two months, I finally returned to my home city on July 7. There were many things that needed my attention, but I purposely took my time and refused to be tyrannized by a false sense of urgency.

One thing I am very grateful to God for is the assurance that He is the One ordering my steps.

The day after I arrived, I attended the Monday evenings Bible study with Lyndon Cana at my sister in law's house. Lyndon has a gift of prophetic teaching and we always look forward to what God reveals to us through this him.

That same week, our family celebrated my daughter-in-law God-given's birthday by having lunch together at a Korean restaurant.

On July 11, four days after I got back, I was able to join my dear friends again for our weekly lunch and devotional get-together. I found out only that day that Lynne Balcells was going to be our devotional speaker. 

Lynne spoke on prayer  - not out of a sense of duty, but out of delight and glad expectation.

Indeed, what a great privilege it is to be partnering with God in what He desires to bring about in the circumstances, events, and lives we are praying for. We are seated with Christ at the right hand of God!

If then you have been raised with Christ, 
seek the things that are above,
where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God.
- Colossians 3:1

I can pray then from the perspective of heaven, rather than the perspective of earth!


As I pray, I am very much aware of the unresolved issues and areas in my life that I am waiting on God for answers and resolutions. Though they are beyond my control at the moment, when I pray from the perspective of heaven, God gives me the assurance that He has the right answers for all of them, and His timing is perfect.

Prayer becomes almost effortless as all I am doing is speaking the prayers God wants me to pray, and releasing the words He wants me to speak.  Praying this way is so liberating; I can pray with thanksgiving... thanking God in advance for His answers to my prayers. And I can pray with confidence, for I know God has my best interests at heart.


I will stand my watch
And set myself on the rampart,
And watch to see what He will say to me,
And what I will answer when I am corrected.

Then the Lord answered me and said:

Write the vision
And make it plain on tablets,
That he may run who reads it.
For the vision is yet for an appointed time;
But at the end it will speak, and it will not lie.
Though it tarries, wait for it;
Because it will surely come,
It will not tarry.

- Habakkuk 2:1-3



After lunch, I introduced myself to Lynne and told her the story of how she had ministered to me way back in 1996. 

Lynne prayed for me again, and as I had expected, her prayer was very much a confirmation of the breakthroughs God was bringing into my life in the very near future. 

God had given her a prophetic knowledge about certain areas of my life, and I sensed that by her specific prayers and faith declarations, something was broken in the spirit realm. I am thanking God in advance for the answers to my prayers.

Lynne's prayer was another surprise visit from God for me! 

Wil Pounds couldn't have said it better. He writes:

God is always at work in His surprise visits. He comes at His perfect timing. Keep your heart tender toward Him so that if He catches you unawares you will know you are in His presence. Always be in a state of expectancy. "Even so, come, Lord Jesus."




I want to end this post by sharing this beautiful excerpt from Living in Light of Forever, by Mark Buchanan. His timely word is like healing oil being poured over the bruised areas of my heart, encouraging me to live my life with a sense of fearlessness.

The enemy wants to fill our lives with fear... of the future... of the unknown... But Jesus enters the scene, and gently but powerfully, pushes back the dark clouds and sheds His light, exposing the hiding places of the deceiver.

When Jesus graces my moments with His surprise visits, He speaks life... He speaks truth... He speaks love. He reminds me of where I am seated... 


Only those who fill their hearts and minds with heaven can want or even recognize its earthly counterpart. Only they can seek after it in a way that indulges neither Utopian dreams nor despotic solutions. 

To be of real earthly good requires a certain fearlessness: a freedom from the fear of death, from the loss of property or status or title or comfort, from the threat of tyrants, the power of armies, the day of trouble.

People fixated on earth generally do not have this deep taproot of courage and conviction... Like the tug and heft of an unseen planet hovering near, the hope of heaven is meant to exert a gravitational pull that gives our lives stability, substance, weight.

 Ironically, it alone has the power to give us in a sustained way the moral and spiritual ballast needed to keep our feet on the earth--to make us of much earthly good. It is a rumor of home in a place of exile, inspiring us to keep up the good work. 

It is Unseen Things that render the things we do see--both the beauty and the ugliness, the grandeur and the barrenness, never enough, and yet never too much.








with Lynne Balcells
during our Women of Purpose weekly lunch 
July 11, 2013
















Sharing twelve life lessons on my 60th year:




8 comments:

elaine @ peace for the journey said...

Oh for the eyes to see and ears to hear God as he arrives on the scene of our lives! I'm so glad for the manifestation of his presence in your heart, friend. These are jewels to treasure!
peace~elaine

RCUBEs said...

What awesome event when one feels God's presence anytime, anywhere...

It's great to hear that you would be coming come November. Gardena is over an hour drive or more (depending on traffic in freeway 91). God-willing, if schedule allows, I would try to see you when you get here. Blessings to you sister and may you always be empowered by Him. Thank you for always encouraging me.

Joy said...

A witnes that God is always there for us as we seek him. Thanks for being a witness of God's goodness my sweet sister in Christ. You are looking younger and younger::
Have a blessed week ahead.

Sandy, Sisters of Season said...

Hi Lidia, Looking so good in the pics . . much younger than your years. I've been feeling very much at peace lately, more than I've ever felt before. Staying connected to God plays such a big part in that I'm sure. Are you coming to Gardena, Calif? Please let me know, I would love to come and meet you in person. God always see's what is needed ahead of us in life . . . doesn't he? Lots of love, xo

Mari said...

I really enjoyed all the pictures! I love that God brought you back together and that you were able to have another time of prayer!

Debbie Petras said...

Once again I must tell you how blessed I feel with every visit to your blog. So even if your posts are few, they are treasures to me. Thank you for sharing your heart of love.

An eternal perspective is how I want to live my life. Trusting God and His perfect timing is something I am learning. And working with small children each day at work has taught me important lessons that can apply to my spiritual walk. Children do have such a sense of wonder. They LOVE to see a humming bird or clouds or bugs. :)

I had a dream many years ago that was so vivid and I awakened sobbing. This never ever happened to me in my life before this time. My husband woke up to the sounds of my sobbing and was concerned. I told him I had a dream that was so real. He instantly grabbed a pad and asked me to share it with him. In my dream, I felt the Lord's presence within me. It was like He was looking out at my world but with His eyes. Everything looked different to me as I viewed things from His perspective. I couldn't help but be overwhelmed.

One thing that is amazing to me is that God gave me this dream when I wasn't walking closely with Him. I had wandered. I believe He was drawing me back. I always hesitate to share this with others but I feel comfortable sharing with you and obviously your blog readers. :)

As I look back, it was several years later when I was attending my Christian grandmother's funeral that I felt the Holy Spirit prompt me to start back to church. I told my husband and he said fine but I had to go alone. I've done so for more than 15 years now.

I am so thankful that the Lord didn't let me go. I am His forever.

Love you,
Debbie

Nikki (Sarah) said...

your words Lydia are always so encouraging. Your post reminds me how He works behind the scenes. Reminds me I need to simply trust not try to figure out stuff. Hugs special bud.

Wise Hearted said...

Lidia, it's been a while since I stopped by for a visit. Love your heading. As always I am encouraged at your heart for the Lord...