Grace Walk
Walk with Me and work with Me--watch how I do it.
Learn the unforced rhythms of grace.
I won't try to lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you.
Keep company with Me and you'll learn to live freely and lightly.

-Matthew 11:29-30 The Message


Hidden Treasures
One of the most satisfying aspects of writing
is that it can open in us deep wells of hidden treasures
that are beautiful for us as well as for others to see.

-Henri Nouwen in Bread for the Journey

A Modern Day Psaltery
David wrote psalms to express
what was in his heart.
Seeing no need to hide what he felt,
he wrote with sincerity, and with no hidden agenda.
What he felt was never taken against him.
Pray, dear reader, discern my heart between the lines.
Dinah Maria Craik couldn't have said it better:
"Oh the comfort -- the inexpressible comfort
of feeling safe with a person --
having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words,
but pouring them all right out, just as they are,
chaff and grain together;
certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them,
keep what is worth keeping,
and then, with the breath of kindness
blow the rest away."

Friday, May 8, 2009

Joy Comes In the Morning

"Left over raindrops from yesterday's storm"

I took this snapshot of our yucca tree early this morning.


Weeping may tarry for the night,
but joy comes with the morning.

- Psalm 30:5



It was no longer raining when I got up this morning. The birds were chirping in the trees, and the sky was clear.

I am feeling much better.

A song of joy is on my heart!



There was a Signal # 3 typhoon (winds of greater than 100 kph up to 185 kph, approximately 54-100 knots and above are expected within at least 18 hours; usually accompanied by heavy rains) up in Northern Luzon the past two days.

Manila, being in the southern part of Luzon, experienced the tail end of it, so all we had was the non-stop rains.

But it was dreary and cold and grey.

I began having a sore throat on Tuesday. Physical discomfort, ills and aches, would normally be a minor thing to me. They don't usually stay, and in one or two days, I am up and about again.

Last Wednesday night there was swelling in my throat and I began having difficulty swallowing my food.

When I woke up yesterday, I was feeling worse. My joints were achy.

I asked God to give me specific instructions. Should I see a doctor? Or will this condition improve after more faith praying and taking authority over it?

I sensed God giving me the go signal to see a doctor.

Except for the heart specialists that my husband regularly visited the last two years of his life, I was no longer familiar with any doctors in this area.

I left Manila a year after I married Ernie. That was 30 years ago. Since then I have become officially a resident of Bacolod City.

Located on another island in the middle part of this country, Bacolod is one hour away from Manila by plane. Our frequent visits to Manila stopped when my father died fifteen years ago. It was only in March 2006, when my daughter left Bacolod to begin working here, that I made frequent trips to this city again.


It was raining and I have no car. But I had the urgency to get medical advice. And fortunately here in Manila, or anywhere else in the Philippines for that matter, having no car is never a problem. We have a well developed public transportation system. For short distance trips, "tricycles", a local term for a motorcycle with a sidecar, and "jeepneys", a local mini-bus seating 10-14 persons, are readily available.

And so, armed with a big umbrella and a lightweight windbreaker, I boarded a "tricycle" to get to a nearby hospital. At 9:30 a.m., I arrived at the clinic of the ENT (Ear, Nose and Throat) doctor that a friend had recommended. Upon reaching the clinic however, I did not have peace in my heart. I felt like I was in the wrong place!

So, I asked God what I was to do next. "Look for another doctor, he's not the one," was the impression I got. I called up my sister (who lives in VA, USA!) and asked her if she knew any good throat doctors around.

She gave me the name of another doctor whose clinic is in another hospital located quite a distance from where I live. His clinic hours were in the afternoon.

I discreetly left the waiting room where I had been waiting for the doctor to see me.

Feeling feverish, and weak, and achy, I boarded yet another tricycle to buy a few food items at a nearby grocery before heading back for home.

By then I was really feeling tired, so after after a quick lunch, I decided to rest a bit.

Before too long, it was time to get up and go to that other doctor my sister had told me about.

I called up a taxi pick up service, at around 1:30 p.m. Fortunately, within 5 minutes, the taxi was at my gate. The driver was kind and courteous. He also offered to pick me up from the hospital to take me back home. All I needed was to call or text him at his cell phone.

I reached the doctor's clinic at 2 p.m., the doctor arrived at 4 p.m. Fifteen minutes later, I was out of his clinic. The diagnosis: pharyngitis and tonsillitis.

After purchasing the prescribed medicines, I finally reached home at 6 p.m.

I hardly had any energy left to do anything else, not even to eat supper. So I just drank a glass of energy drink, plus two pills, thanked God for His protection and provision and loving care, and fell asleep.

Obedient One arrived from work a few hours later. After telling her how my day had gone, she said, "Now Mama, what your body needs is a healthy meal for the night. I'll help you fix it."

So, we went to the kitchen, prepared together a large tumbler of osterized fresh fruit and vegetable with extra virgin coconut oil, a bowl of yogurt and honey, some wheat bread, and we ate together.

Before sleeping, she thanked God for the healing that was already mine.

That was yesterday.

Today, the sun is out, I am feeling fine!

That sense of good things happening is back in my heart again.

True, there are many uncertain things that I am still lifting up to my heavenly Father, things that I am asking Him to resolve or provide for in the immediate future. He knows all about these needs.

I just want to see the best side of everything, believing that my life is in His hands.


Early morning sunlight streaming into our lanai this morning


My Song:
My Life is in Your Handsby Kirk Franklin

You don't have to worry
And don't you be afraid
Joy comes in the morning
Troubles they don't last always
For there's a friend in Jesus
Who will wipe your tears away
And if your heart is broken
Just lift your hands and say


You don't have to worry
And don't you be afraid
Joy comes in the morning
Troubles they don't last always
For there's a friend in Jesus
Who will wipe your tears away
And if your heart is broken
Just lift your hands and say


Oh

I know that I can make it
I know that I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands
So when your tests and trials
They seem to get you down
And all your friends and loved ones
Are nowhere to be found
Remember there's a friend in Jesus
Who will wipe your tears away
And if your heart is broken
Just lift your hands and say


Oh

I know that I can make it
I know that I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands


I know that I can make it
I know that I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands


With Jesus I can take it
With Him I know I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands
My life is in your hands
My life is in your hands





13 comments:

Terry said...

oh crown of beauty..i never knew you were sick..you never told anyone until after the fact!
the lord certainly DID look after you though and my, what a lovely and caring daughter you have, obedient one...what a great name!
and i guess she is keeping a close eye on her mama who used to keep a close eye on her.
sometimes dear crown of beauty, you have to listen to your daughter.
i am glad that you are feeling better but even if you weren't, joy STILL would have come in the morning...hasn't god said that it would?...........love terry

Amrita said...

Dearest Lidj, so sorry to hear you are not feeling well. But glad you got the right medical attention.Tonsilitis is awful, it will take a few days.Can you take steam inhalation? It helps.Even apply eucalyptus oil on the throat is soothing.

I love the dinner your daughter fixed for you. Yogurt with homey sounds good.

May the Lord 's healing be your speedily.

Beautiful Grace said...

I'm glad you're feeling better. Now receive complete healing in the name of Jesus!!!!

Thank you for this post! Another good reminder.

Bless you!!!

Andrea said...

Dear Lidj, I am so glad you are feeling better, and I praise God that He directed you to the right physician.

You, dear sister, are such a blessing to me. I never leave your place without encouragement and heaping spoonfuls of grace and love, which are shed abroad in your heart through the Holy Spirit.

Love the song! Awesome words of faith and praise! Thank you!

Lidj, thank you for your sweet comment for me and the wish for Mother's Day, and I want to wish you a very happy Mother's Day. I pray you will be blessed beyond measure this weekend. Peace to you.

Love In Christ Jesus,

Andrea

Michele Williams said...

I'm so glad you are feeling better. Thank you so much for you visit to my blog. Very nice to meet you. I never heard this song before. It's beautiful! Thank you so much for sharing.

God bless you,
Michele

Katie said...

I'm so glad you're feeling better! And thank you for the demonstration of how to go about deciding about the doctor's office. I think that, too often, we think that doctors and faith are mutually exclusive of each other. For me, I've discovered that both require trust. If I don't go to the doctor, than I am trusting that God will heal me, or that my body will heal itself as He created it to do. If I DO go to the doctor, then I must trust that He will guide the doctor, protect me from doctor errors, and provide the finances for me to pay for the doctor's bill!

Everything is in His hands...

Sita said...

Lidj,
I marvel at how God tenderly cares for you, and that you are 'quiet' enough inside to hear His whispers to you. What a lovely daughter you have...love what she prepared for you too...
May God continue to minister healing to your body as you yourself pour out healing to others..
Yesterday was spent half of the day waiting for news of my son whom my hubby took to the ER for tests for possible onset of appendicitis...the second half when I could not wait anymore, found me in the Diagnostic Imaging rubbing the head of my sobbing son who was in distress over the IV needle stuck in one arm and the pain from his other arm where a nurse had made a 'mistake' and hurt him...
...I bawled last night...God has given such love to mothers...why can't I grasp His love for me? By the way, turns out he is just fine...thank you, Lord!

There was a thunderstorm with hail today..just stopped...all creation speaks of Him, doesn't it...
do LOVE your pics..you have such a great 'eye'..thank you for sharing them...

Thank you for your Mother's Day blessing to me. May you find a special blessing from His Hands tomorrow..have a Happy Mother's Day!

Mrs. Mac said...

Happy Mother's Day greetings to you too Lidj! Your kind comments were a pick me up today :)

Are you feeling better yet? I know that what you had is very painful. Thanking the Lord for leading you and how great that you listen to His still small voice. What a sweet daughter you have to make a healthy meal for you ... which btw sounded yummy! I've never heard of extra virgin coconut oil ??? I bet it's liquid in your country. Where I live, coconut oil is solid until the room temp. is in the mid 70's (F - degrees) ... I use it when I make home made soap so it lathers up nice.

That Amrita is such a sweet sister in Christ. I enjoyed reading your tag she sent to you.

Well, I've got to run and put some dinner on the table.

Hugs from the North Woods,

Cathy

Andrea said...

Lidj, please take a peek at my blog. I left something for your there on my most recent post.

In Christ's Love,

Andrea

Andrea said...

Lidj, I am so happy that you accepted the award. I sincerely meant every word I spoke of you. And you absolutely do bring God glory from your ministry.

Like you, I want to serve Him with all my heart, and I do not want to steal the smallest thread of His glorious, righteous robe. He alone is our pure comfort, guide, and friend. Without Christ, I am nothing at all, and if I am any small thing, it is simply Him peeking through my life.

Many blessings,

Andrea

Julie said...

Dear Lidj,
I am so sorry you have been ill, but so glad to see that Papa God is healing you. I love your sensitivity to His Spirit and your listening heart. You testify of that intimate place of walking one step at a time with your God.

I pray that your healing comes quickly...

Hugs from Georgia,
Julie

Saija said...

so glad that you are feeling better ... the Lord does draw us closer through sickness, reminding us to lean on Him ...

such lovely photo's you shared too ... :o)

blessings on you!

Anonymous said...

Lidj,
I'm so thankful you're feeling better! I pray He will guide you regarding your health and future, and that He will continue to grant "strength for each day!" What a blessing, to be in touch, so we can keep each other in prayer!
Love in Him, Linda