Grace Walk
Walk with Me and work with Me--watch how I do it.
Learn the unforced rhythms of grace.
I won't try to lay anything heavy or ill-fitting on you.
Keep company with Me and you'll learn to live freely and lightly.

-Matthew 11:29-30 The Message


Hidden Treasures
One of the most satisfying aspects of writing
is that it can open in us deep wells of hidden treasures
that are beautiful for us as well as for others to see.

-Henri Nouwen in Bread for the Journey

A Modern Day Psaltery
David wrote psalms to express
what was in his heart.
Seeing no need to hide what he felt,
he wrote with sincerity, and with no hidden agenda.
What he felt was never taken against him.
Pray, dear reader, discern my heart between the lines.
Dinah Maria Craik couldn't have said it better:
"Oh the comfort -- the inexpressible comfort
of feeling safe with a person --
having neither to weigh thoughts nor measure words,
but pouring them all right out, just as they are,
chaff and grain together;
certain that a faithful hand will take and sift them,
keep what is worth keeping,
and then, with the breath of kindness
blow the rest away."

Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Isaac: Redigging Old Wells

First published on this blog on April 2, 2008.
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Journal Entry: February 13, 2008




“Isaac reopened the wells that had been dug
in the time of his father Abraham,
which the Philistines had stopped up after Abraham died,
and he gave them the same names his father had given them."
Genesis 26:18





These past weeks I have sensed that God has a special message for me from Genesis 26. Almost everyday, I have kept going back to this chapter, as if there was a magnet pulling me to keep reading, and re-reading, the verses. I have also begun thinking deeply about its personal application in my own life.


The account, so beautiful, is beyond words to describe. I find myself in a cave full of hidden treasures. Choosing one, a multi-faceted gem, I am speechless as I hold it up to the light. In the light I see its unique design and colors. And I want to keep going back for more. It is one of those Bible passages with characters, places and events that cannot be adequately explained… only experienced.


The chapter opens with a famine in the land and Isaac on his way to Egypt. God tells him not to go down to Egypt, but to remain in Gerar. In that place God promises to bless him.




Isaac obeys, and indeed, the promised blessing begins to manifest.

With the increase of flocks and herds, having a steady water supply becomes Isaac’s priority. For some reason, all the wells that Abraham had dug were filled with earth by the Philistines. Isaac therefore instructs his servants to look for these old wells, and to dig them again.

The servants initially discover two of the wells, but upon being reopened, the wells become a cause of strife between Isaac’s men and the herdsmen of Gerar. Thus Isaac names the wells Esek, meaning “Contention,” and Sitnah, or “Enmity”.


A third well is re-discovered, and this time no one quarrels over it. Isaac calls the well Rehoboth, saying, “Now the Lord has given us room and we will flourish in the land.” Rehoboth literally means “Spaciousness, or Broad Places.”

Rehoboth also means, “Room Enough.”

Upon the re-discovery of this well, something in the spiritual realm is unlocked, and a door opens for Isaac. Hindrances are removed even as he makes the declaration:
“Now there is room enough to be fruitful in the land.”
 
And Isaac heeds the divine call for him to revisit Beersheba.



There is something very special about Beersheba. In Genesis 26 we see history repeating itself in Isaac’s life. Years earlier, the men of Gerar had also disputed with Abraham regarding his wells. In this place King Abimelech and Abraham also made a covenant, or an oath, to live in peace with each other (Genesis 21). Abraham called the place Beersheba, meaning The Well of the Oath, or The Well of Seven, seven being an ancient word that also means “oath.”

Here Abraham planted a tamarisk tree and called on the name of the Lord as “The Eternal, or Everlasting, God.” After his encounter with God on Mt. Moriah, Abraham and the boy Isaac set off together for Beersheba where they both remain for a time. Apparently this place holds a special meaning for them both.

The Lord was waiting for Isaac in Beersheba. That very night, the Lord appears to him again, saying “I am the God of your father Abraham. Do not be afraid for I am with you, I will bless you and will increase the number of your descendants
for the sake of my servant Abraham.”

In those days, whenever one of the persons in a covenant agreement died, the terms of the covenant was again made clear to the next of kin, ensuring that the covenant remains in force. Abraham having died, it was Isaac’s turn to personally receive the words of the covenant promise. God honors his covenant with Abraham, and speaks to Isaac about it: “I will be with you and I will bless you…I will confirm the oath I swore to your father Abraham….” (Gen. 26:3)

And there, after God appears to him, Isaac builds an altar and calls on the name of the Lord, just as Abraham his father had done. His servants also reopen a fourth well, and Isaac calls it by the same name that Abraham called it: Sheba, meaning “oath.”


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Abraham is the prototype man of faith, obedience and prayer, who always built an altar at significant stops in his journey, who always called on the name of the Lord, who dug the wells for the next generation.


Isaac is the man who knew how to go back in time, to the revisit the past, and reopen the life sources that his father had tapped into in his lifetime. He knew that there were secrets to his father’s spiritual strength, ancient wells that he needed to rediscover and personally drink from.

I need to be like Isaac. I need to review my life story, and rediscover waterholes that have nourished me in earlier years but have somehow been stopped up, filled with earth, through neglect, complacency, or wrong priorities. Many areas in my life that I have taken for granted. Valuable lessons that I have simply forgotten. Unwatered portions in the garden of my heart where the soil has become hard and overtaken by weeds.



This is interesting: Gerar, where Isaac dwelt, means “to bring up the cud.” To meditate. Literally, to ruminate.


That word is hardly used these days – to ruminate. It means to chew, to swallow, and to chew again. To roll something around in your mouth.

I need to find my own Valley of Rumination, my Gerar, and dwell there, just as Abraham and Isaac did. To evaluate my present position, to make a spiritual inventory.


And although I see the need to dig new wells, this time God was clearly telling me, “Revisit your past. Rediscover, re-dig the ancient wells of revival in your life. There is fresh water in those wells.”

Many people tend to look at time as a straight line. And it is, if we look at our life as a series of chronological events. But actually, time is circular. I didn’t know this before. And it made much sense to me when I began to understand how time really works. Our life history is not linear. It is a circle, or more accurately, a spiral. It starts with a point, and then we go around, the circle getting bigger as we go back to past lessons and learn something new.

It is easy to think that the past is past and that there’s no use crying over spilled milk. Not really. Seasons come, and seasons go. Life is measured in cycles, history repeats itself. God has a purpose for this. Every sixty minutes, every twenty-four hours, we have another chance to start all over again. To take it further, think in terms of seven days, or thirty-one days. Every twelve months, a brand new year starts!

God is not only our Creator, He is our Re-creator, always giving us a fresh perspective, and His correct re-interpretation of the past events of our life. Jesus has already paid the full price; our past can be redeemed. And we are continually given an opportunity to break old cycles, to learn from our mistakes, and to become wiser. If done for a good motive, there is value in looking back: what a waste to just fill up our past with sand! We can choose to discover the clear blue waters at its bottom, waiting to be re-visited and re-discovered, and drank from!



Lately I have been asking myself these questions: Are there wells I need to re-dig, places I need to re-visit? Relationships that need to heal? Maybe a friendship I have neglected? An insult I need to forgive, an offense I need to let go of?

Is my life like a dimly burning lamp – do I need to trim its wick, or re-fill it with oil? Is there a painful area in my life that I have simply shoved under the rug and forgotten about? Is there a past significant event, a buried family heritage that I need to re-connect with?

These questions tug at my heart. The “business as usual,” the routine, and the commonplace have long ceased to satisfy. I have felt the longing for something more, a need to rediscover my spiritual roots.



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RESONANCE:
Dear friend, do you need to ask yourself the same questions? Are you running on empty? Have you taken a wrong turn somewhere and you need to go back before you can move on? Are there parts of your heart that have become hard and cold? Do you need to re-kindle your First Love and let passion for Jesus beat once more in your heart?

Whatever the answer is, allow it to re-surface and address it. Maybe it is an old lesson that needs to be re-learned, or unlearned. Ask God to speak to you about it. Ask him about your Esek and your Sitnah, the things that hinder you. Re-dig your Rehoboth, your “Well of Room Enough.”



Re-visit your Beersheba. Build an altar. Call upon the name of the Lord.

PRAYER:
“My Father, the covenant God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, re-open in my life the ancient well of Broad Places, the well of Abundance. Bring me to a place of enlargement, where there is room enough to be fruitful, and to know You in a deeper way. You desire to show and reveal to me the unfathomable, unsearchable things of Your heart. Oh, dear God, help me to know which old wells I need to re-dig. Light my fire again, dear Lord. I need Your fresh water to seep through the parched places in my garden.”

13 comments:

Anonymous said...

I couldn't help but cry reading this post. Obviously I have been ranting my hearts out in my own blog. I seem to have the hardest time looking at what's there to straighten out or to know what's really wrong. I couldn't understand how things went wrong and why I am in such a discontented situation. Every part of me hurts and I have been asking our Father to literally let me see the essence of my life because, frankly, i couldn't see beyond the clouds of darkness now. I thought I reached the bottom last year but now it feels like I am still struggling to get up and see what's really in store for me.

I have to agree that time is circular because it feels like the past makes it a point to catch up with my present.

I don't know where to start but I know I badly want to have joyous life despite of the challenges. I want to stop struggling already because life is supposedly a gift which God wants us to enjoy, not suffer.

Thank you for writing this post. It feels like it was purposely written for me to read. I have cried because it makes me feel someone understands what i am going through.

Amrita said...

Hi Lidj,

Thank you for your comment on my blog

Jackie said...

"For no other foundation can anyone lay than that which is laid, which is Jesus Christ."


I Corinthians 3:11

May you experience God's peace
and Joy today!
You are very blessed to have the Lord inside your heart.

bearcub01@hotmail.com

Saija said...

your honest posts and desire to be God's child in every way - is so apparent ...

blessings on you!

Julie said...

Dear friend, another beautiful heartfelt post.

I love to see where Papa is taking your heart. I've done my own revisiting and found deeper healing in the midst. We remember the past to remove it's affects on us. It's in remembering sometimes that we can find the truth that leads to our healing. He always let's us know when He's inviting us there. He knows it will be the beginning of life as He created it to be for us.

Thanks for sharing this, my friend

Grandma Elsie said...

What a post!!!!! It sure makes one think ,oh so taht is what I need to do to find where I am coming up short before the Lord. The reason I can't seem to go higher in my spiritual walk with the Lord.
This is deep ,deep ,rich food.
thank you for sharing with us so we can set at the Lords table and eat that spiritual food that will give us strength for our journey.
Bless you my dear sister,
Elsie <><

Felisol said...

Dear Lidj,
I have read the Bible from A to Z twice. I have been attending church meetings since I was a child. I have have noticed or heard a speech about the well of Abraham, reopened by Isaac before.

How refreshing indeed. Living water for my soul.
Also the thought of life being circular is brand new to me.
I can see that it is so. That God gives us chances to learn from our mistakes, to rephrase the wrong spoken, to rethink judgments made out of arrogance or ignorance.

I have these last weeks been given the opportunity to make good a wrongful and unkind judgment.
On our student jubilee I spoke for a long time with someone I had offended.
It was a healing experience.
In fact I was not aware that my wrongdoing had been such a heavy burden to me till afterward.

I also have been confronted with old prejudices about Christian behavior, and had to admit I was wrong.
I'm still wrestling with some issues along that line.
With the help of good pathfinders I shall have to redirect my circle and dig new wells.

Thank you for giving food for my soul and thoughts.
From Felisol

Terry said...

dear crown of beauty,
i just came by now to thank you so much for putting your name on as a follower of my blog.
i am so grateful for this because i value you as a treasured friend and i will ever be thankful to my felisol that she ever beckoned me to come over to meet you.

and now what a precious post!
i will come back and re-read it again and comment...
the words that are ringing though my ears after reading it are, "tis old yet ever new!"
thanks again....love terry

the word verification is "loning"
i wish i could put a "g" in the very middle and make it my utmost desire to be longing for the word of the lord and to be obeying the word of the lord!

Cindy said...

This is a reminder I need too. I need to look back at those times when the Lord was blessing and speaking to me; when my faith was flourishing, in order to re-dig the wells.

Thank you for once again letting the Lord speak to me through you.

Beth Herring said...

I just wanted to let you know that I am praying for you sweet one.

Love this post - you inspire me!

My husband will be in the philippines (Ozama city and Manilla) in August.

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Terry said...

dear crown of beauty,
finally had the chance to get back here and comment on this most wonderful post.
i must tell you that mom golden and i were very naughty girls this wednesday.
wednesday is prayer meeting night and before i picked mom golden and my friend sandy up, i printed this past...it took seven pages!
anyway when i got to prayer meeting i read it carefully and completely over again..
oh such springs of living water it has!
then i gave it to mom golden to read and she liked it too.
oh how ashamed i should be eh, cause even while i was reading i had one ear open to the prayers,
i heard the dear brothers praying for mr. golden...my dad and for my little nephew, jeffery and his girlfriend, ivy!
anyways crown of beauty, i have never known about all of these wells and how they were filled up with dirt...my what a thought ...all the junk that fills my own heart!
and yet here god tells me through you that i have a chance to remedy this!
thanks crown of beauty
where have you been all my life?
love terry

Anonymous said...

Isaac was asked to remain in Gerar...time for ruminating...time for waiting on God and as he obeyed, the blessings came. Why is my reaction, "I'm willing to obey but I want an answer sooner?" Impatient obedience? That isn't obedience at all. A willingness to trust and wait and obey. The hymn that always gets me when I'm like this, "Trust and obey, for there's no other way: To be happy in Jesus, is to trust and obey."

As you wrote about valleys and linked to this post, I also feel like I'm in the Valley of Gerar. My heart is full and I'm journal-ling about so much but I don't feel like I should put it on my blog. Henri Nouwen's writing about Silence in The Way of the Heart seems to be prompting this.

Your explanation on time being like a spiral has given me greater understanding to the re-emerging life lessons that come around. I used to feel like, "I've been through this already. Have I not learned it? And must go through the same trial to gain the same lesson again?" With time I discovered that my fleshly struggles in this world will not go away until the Lord returns and righteousness dwells. I've been able to welcome the lessons again, knowing that I am making progress. Your picture of the spiral has taken this a little further in that: I can see a depth of learning taking place when they come around, I'm also moving in: understanding, application, and transformation. You have encouraged my heart in this more than I can say.

And so, I'm ruminating, revisiting old lessons, good disciplines that have slipped, digging deeper, and waiting. Summer seems to be the season I need to ask the Lord for clarification of how I ought to invest what little health and time I have....the fall approaches and so do the opportunities of commitment. I will ruminate and wait.

Blessings to you, Friend!
Amy