
Touch of Faith
by Simon Dewey
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Now a certain woman had a flow of blood for twelve years,
and had suffered many things from many physicians.
She had spent all that she had and was no better,
but rather grew worse.
When she heard about Jesus,
she came behind Him in the crowd and touched His garment.
For she said, “If only I may touch His clothes, I shall be made well.”
Immediately the fountain of her blood was dried up,
and she felt in her body that she was healed of the affliction.
Mark 5:25-29
Instead of being productive young men, living up to their true potential, they are derailed from their God-given destiny and true life purpose.
Many of them have been in a cycle of freedom and bondage for years.
What really grieved me was the belief inculcated into their minds that a drug addict "is powerless over his addiction," and that only on their gravestones can it be stamped that their complete recovery has taken place.
This really grieved me.
As we looked into the eyes of these young men, we saw a dull sense of hopelessness.
I cannot accept this! Because what I know and what I believe is that there is no mess so deep that God's hand cannot reach down and turn it around. There is no prison so dark that the brightness of God's love cannot shine through and set the captive free.
No one ever need be imprisoned in his or her wrong choices. Hope is always available.
I spoke to them with all the hope I had in my heart for their healing - your addiction is not your identity!
I understand why most drug recovery programs (or other recovery programs for that matter) would require their participants to say at the beginning of each session, "Hi, I'm John, and I'm a drug addict." This self-admission is meant to break any cycle of denial that most of them try to hold on to and which becomes a roadblock to recovery.
However, recovery is a process, and at a certain point in the healing journey, a person should be able to identify that he is no longer an addict, but on his way to victory and full recovery.
Lest I be misunderstood, I hasten to add that I have had no hands on experience with drug addiction. So whatever I say here is said with humility and an admission of my own limited understanding. I certainly do not discredit the work of personal healing that has been brought about by self-discipline and the rigid adherence to many self-help steps.
But victory is not gritting our teeth, and fighting our bondage or addiction with every ounce of strength or energy.
As Craig Hill would say, That's not victory, that's abstinence! Victory is when we have planted the flag and no more enemies are shooting at us.
And I will not hesitate to say, with full conviction, that true victory is available only through a higher power and authority, the kind that comes from God alone.
I believe that true victory is possible only when we have tapped into the ultimate source of eternal life, and that is God alone.
And this is what the young men who participated in our Transforming Hearts seminar realized at the end, that God offers hope...healing...recovery...victory to anyone willing to receive it.
We need no longer be slaves of our past once we have made the choice to turn our lives over to a new Master.
And we certainly need not walk with our heads bowed, believing we are mere victims of our faulty upbringing, or imperfect parenting, or our own unwise choices, or unfortunate circumstances beyond our control.
There IS a way out!
Jesus is our Healer, our Deliverer...the Prince of Peace.
The Hebrew word for peace is SHALOM.
Today the word shalom is used as a common greeting in Israel. Like "Hello," or "Hi"...but the real intent in using the word as a form of greeting is to impart peace, as in "Peace be with you."
However, peace is not all that shalom connotes.
Shalom is such an amazing word! It means:
...completeness
...wholeness
...health
...peace
...welfare
...safety
...soundness
...tranquility
...prosperity
...perfectness
...fullness
...rest
...harmony
...the absence of agitation or discord.
Strong's Concordance 7965
Whole. Complete.
The same root from which the word integer comes. Entire. Untouched. Unbroken. Nothing missing, or lacking.
This is also where we get the English word integrity. No cracks. No imperfection. No stain or blemish.
One of my favorite names of God is Jehovah Shalom. He is my all in all. If I have His peace, then I have enough. It means I am at rest, I am healed, and I have lack of nothing.
God taught Moses the Aaronic blessing found in Numbers 6:22-26:
“Speak to Aaron and his sons, saying,
‘This is the way you shall bless the children of Israel.
Say to them:
"The LORD bless you and keep you;
The LORD make His face shine upon you,
And be gracious to you;
And give you peace.”’
These indeed are powerful words we declare over one another each time we say the Aaronic blessing, or even just the word Shalom, to one another. Everything that the word shalom means, we wish on another when we use it as a sincere greeting.
And this is what she needed, that woman who suffered for twelve years from a flow of blood. She suffered from an affliction that was not only physical, but also emotional. For in those days and in that culture, women with an issue of blood were always considered unclean. She had a stigma upon her. People knew her as the woman with the hemorrhage, and they stayed away from her.
She longed for wholeness...for affirmation...for acceptance. Shalom was the cry of her heart.
The passage quoted above, one of the Bible verses that I am holding on to and believing in for my own healing, was very much on my heart just a few days before I left my home city of Bacolod.
It was the same passage that rose up in my heart as we were conducting the Transforming Hearts seminar to the group of promising young men last weekend. Shalom was the deep longing of their hearts as well.
The woman had tried all the best doctors... and had come to the end of her rope. Finally she realized that her hope for full and complete healing came from only one source. She said, "If only I touch the hem of His garment...the tassel of His cloak...I shall be made well."
I have heard it said that it's possible the woman knew that if she could touch one of the tassels of the tallit (Jewish prayer shawl) that Jesus wore, she had hopes of being healed. Such was her faith in the power of God that she was willing to elbow her way into the crowd, incognito because she bore the stigma of being unclean, until she was at the feet of Jesus, and able to touch the hem of His garment.
We know the story. After touching the hem of His garment, she felt in her body that she was healed of her affliction. Jesus turned around and spoke to her, confirming that her faith had made her whole.
Jesus spoke shalom to her. She was made whole.
She did not have to wait until the grave to be considered fully restored.
One of the men in our group gave a shout of freedom after receiving the healing touch of Jehovah Shalom. In just a few more months he will turn 50 years old. He now looks to his drug addiction as a thing of the past. And he is embracing full and complete restoration in the name of Jesus Christ.
Another young man will turn 37 before this month is over. During one ministry session he repented for having allowed walls to be built around his heart, having been his own protector from life's hurts, instead of letting Jesus be the one. And in a simple humble prayer, he asked God to tear down the hardened layers of his heart.
A precious man of 28 years old was released from the drug rehab facility a few days ago. God provided him a place to live as well as a new job. He considers himself fully delivered from drug addiction and is looking forward to life as a new creation.
May the words of this post be an encouragement to any reader that comes this way today. May Jehovah Shalom grant you wholeness in body, soul, and spirit!
Hundreds of pigeons live on top of the tall buildings in this part of Makati city, and every afternoon we were delighted as they showed off their flying stunts and skills!
Below I have posted one of my favorite songs on healing. I invite you to take time to listen to it.
Heal Me
by Terry McAlmon
Heal me, heal me
I need a brand new touch
From You my Lord
Heal me, heal me
Let the fullness of your life
Now be restored
Heal Me by Terry McAlmon

22 comments:
Dear Lidj,
I also did a study of the word
shalom quite a while back and
was so amazed at what I found
in the deeper meaning. The
words that have stayed with me
are, NOTHING MISSING, NOTHING
BROKEN. To me that means I have
a hope that my autistic son's
mind will be restored to health.
With the Lord all things are
possible.
Thanks for the reminder today
of His peace and wholeness.
Love,
Sandy
Thank you very much for this post...even parts of it were my prayer last night over different situations...not drug addictions, but areas that need His touch. I am pushing in to touch the hem of his garment.
Thanks for the reminder of complete healing in Him.
Thanks for stopping by my blog...yes we all have a long distance run...I didn't totally complete my thoughts, trying to keep it short, but yes we all do.
The words of my friend have encouraged me through the years because she saw in me something that I didn't see in myself...the endurance to run the long distance in different areas...I wouldn't have believed at that time how many long distance races I would have been called to.
what sweet encouragement i find here.
my best friend speaks hebrew fluently
and is always telling me the 'real'
meaning of words.
shalom is a rich word, indeed. may the
Lord cause every kind word of hope that
you sewed into those desperate men be
seeds of freedom and new life for them.
shalom!
lea
Hi sister Lidj! How are you and want to thank you first for always encouraging me, through your visits and most especially, your God-given posts!!!
"There is no prison so dark that the brightness of God's love cannot shine through and set the captive free." - Amen here sister Lidj! Working in prison makes it more real to me. To know that literally, it is dark behind the prison walls. But even sadder figuratively, to know that they are imprisoned twice. Body and spirit! And what an awesome blessing to know that many souls are being freed through Prison Fellowship. They have tasted God's freedom that makes them actually more free than others outside who are still living in sin and other bondages.
It's sad that illegal substances are one of the highest causes why prisons are overcrowding. Why many end up having psychosis.
I am deeply touched by the way you had explained that passage from the Bible. I love the woman's story because she had demonstrated such a great faith. No wonder, Jesus always spoke, "Oh you, of little faith..."
To have faith, even as small as the mustard seed, is the key to unlock this door toward freedom. For anyone. Like what you said: "BELIEVE!"
Praying for the Lord's wisdom to continue to guide you and discernment as you minister to the hurting ones who don't know Jesus completely. May His strength always be yours. Now, I'm leaving with even a greater faith knowing true freedom comes from the Lord.
I love the pics you posted. Especially the ones with the flying pigeons. What a wonderful picture of "freedom!" God bless and love you in Christ.
Lidj,
I am forever thankful that God used you to be there with all these men filled without hope so that be seeing and hearing your words they could see that there is freedom in turning from their past addictions.
Here is hoping that their newest addiction will be in spending every moment wanting to know God more and sharing Him with everyone they meet.
Love and Hugs ~ Kat
What a wonderful, life changing time! I love the pictures you posted, especially the one of the pigeons.
Hello, Lidj! Wow, what an awesome word about our promise of complete deliverance! He is our God, the Mighty Bondage Breaker!
I love this: "I cannot accept this! Because what I know and what I believe is that there is no mess so deep that God's hand cannot reach down and turn it around. There is no prison so dark that the brightness of God's love cannot shine through and set the captive free."
Amen, and amen! And, what a ministry you have in leading captives to freedom from addiction!
I want to be like the woman with the issue of blood. In every situation of potential deliverance, I want to find my way to the hem of His garment. Father, help me to have the perseverance I need to find you in all!
Thank you for being such an encourager! God flows through your voice, and like honey to one's taste, your posts are sweet to the soul.
Many blessings, and much love,
Andrea
This powerfully spoke to me. Until their tombstone is stamped--how sad this is. Jesus can give us daily victory. Jesus creates a new creation when He enters our heart.
I heard speaker Kay Arthur say that we don't need psychiatrists--we just need God and to believe He can heal us of all things...if we'll only believe.
Hello Lidj, thanks for stopping by. It is awesome the work that you are doing with those recovering from addiction. I pray that their lives will never be the same again.
Thank you for sharing the song. I am listening to it right now and allowing it to sink into my spirit.
Have a blessed weekend.
Shalom. I, too, enjoy Terry McAlmon!
Addiction of any kind is a beast all its own. I've seen great victories in some; great defeats in others; great resignation still in others. Having never battled with a drug/alcohol addiction, like you I cannot speak from personal experience. But I can say, like you, that freedom is possible because of Jehovah Shalom... our Peace. I don't know how it works... when our addictions become his and how fully our participation is required for the process, but I do know that a surrendered heart to the heart of the King is a sure recipe for recovery--100%!
Thank you for expending your energies and love into a hurting world. We'd all do well to take your lead.
Keep to it.
peace~elaine
Dear Lidj,
thanks for stopping by to see me again. When I come to visit you I like to spend quality time with you here :) so I'll have to stop back again tomorrow as it is getting late tonight. I just wanted to ask if you have an email address you would want to send me so I could write you a more personal note. If possible, contact me at Jacque481@aol.com...I think I feel so close to you in part because of my sweet d-i-l who is from the Philippines and my two precious grandchildren who of course are 1/2...My d-i-l could probably use some counsel from you...her background has left her with some issues. I'll tell you more when you write me.
Sweet love your way, Jacque
Shalom dear Lidj,
So beautiful and so touching. I am going to copy all of those meanings of "shalom" in my journal...I had no idea it was so rich in meaning!
I am very touched by your work with people suffering from addictions...such strong and heartbreaking bondage there...but there is hope as you say!
God bless you for caring so much for others...
Love Colleen
As much as blogging has become a part of my daily routines and joys, and my blog friends are an immense source of inspiration, spiritual fellowship and interpersonal love and understanding, I have to put myself on sick leave for a while.
I've had as a principle that I at least should answer and keep in touch with the ones that bothered to visit and comment on my blog.
Lately I haven't been able to do that, and that makes me feel so shameful.
I have been struggling with this chronic fatigue syndrome for two decades, lots of broken bones due to osteoporosis, arthritis and now also gastritis.
I am blessed to live in Norway. I have appointment with our family doctor once a month, physiotherapist once a week, and I go hiking and swimming also a least once a week to keep this old machinery running.
I have family, a few, but dear friends and best of all husband Gunnar and Serina who care about me, and vice versa.
Thanks to Teach Mary and Gunnar I also have reached a new level of enjoying photographing.
To me blogging has been about sharing, preferably of the good things in life. Thinking about my blog friends make me feel rich, happy and conscious about values and interests beyond my own sphere.
I will in random order thank Terry, Amrita, Mrs. Mac, Saija, Lidj, Crown of Beauty, Trish, Debbie, Sonja, John C, Jim, Teach Mary, Leora, Robin from Israel, Pilgrim father David, Annie, Julie LBM, Constance, Pat, Diane, Cheryl, Deb, Maria Stahl, The Montreal Sisters, Colleen, Kris, E G Wow (who taught me to enlarge photos), Carletta, ilandavita, Nora Johnsen, reg,
Ralph and Patti and Raven. You have all put so much wisdom into my life, broadened my horizon and opened my heart.
I will be back. I simply cannot be without you.Please bear over with me and say a prayer if you feel like.
Love will set them free...I am always saddend to see the emptyness and hoplessness of bondage in the eyes of the addicted. Blessing's to you for being a part of this program and leading them to the savior for whom nothing is impossible. You are a special person and I am so happy you take the time to share with us the wisdom the Lord has bestowed on you.
Thank you for this, Lidj... I needed to read that tonight. SHALOM... "Nothing missing, nothing broken..."
Praying for shalom in my own life...
Grace an d peace to you Lidj
Hi Lidj,
Thank you so much for your kind visits. Your comments are so thoughtful and very much appreciated. I know that when I pray for someone I really don't know or have even chatted with directly, that those are very special prayers and I have felt them . . thank you. When I found your blog, I had no ideal that I would experience the same loss that you have . . but I know now that God had his hand on me, directing me and preparing me for what was going to come . . He sure keeps an eye on us, doesn't he? Sounds like you had an interesting time at the seminar, God does heal . . love the pic of birds. Lots of love and happy to you Lidj, Sandy:O)
Oh! I am so very thankful that they are turning in their ways now. It is a struggle. I watch so many do it in the city and my heart breaks for them. And for their families. Thank you for sharing God's love and light with those who are hurting. You are a blessing.
I love what you wrote here:
"I believe that true victory is possible only when we have tapped into the ultimate source of eternal life, and that is God alone."
That is the truth. So many struggle with addictions. But nothing is impossible with our God. He is the answer!
I love your heart for those who are hurting.
Love,
Debbie
Lidj,
It is your walk toward those trapped in addictions and seemingly impossible situations that encourage my heart. Your strong faith in our All Powerful God challenges me. My extended family deals with manic depression and I know God can heal but don't really believe He will in this life. So, the despair of those addicted, I can relate to in a small way. However, I realize such a statement makes God small. I don't want that but I know he uses chronic illness in my life to keep me dependent and may do the same for others. Drug addiction doesn't fit this and dependence on the Savior is a true saving power. I appreciate your honest admission of not having personal experience in this area. There is a careful walk with your words...it is new and God is bringing about a beautiful humility in your spirit. Keep on reaching in His mighty name, dear sister in Christ.
Amy
As Craig Hill would say, That's not victory, that's abstinence! Victory is when we have planted the flag and no more enemies are shooting at us.
I loved that quote...
I love your heart, dear Lidj.
I heard a minister give a blessing last week that just made so much sense to me - he called it "the Shalom of heaven Blessing" I now understand the word so much more and thanks for your list - He mentioned all of those. Isn't that a complete blessing in one word! WOW! I love it!
Loved the healing song at the end. I have some of Terry's music too. I've been privileged to feel his anointing in person as he led us in worship.
God bless you with the Shalom of heaven!
patrina <")>><
warrior bride in boots
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