To Ezekiel, in a difficult moment of doubt, God asks, "Can these bones live?"
After I returned from Manila, I was kept busy picking up from where I left off. Many of the Christmas gifts I received were still on the dining table, and some of the empty cardboard boxes were still stacked in the living room. I felt a tinge of sadness to realize that because I had to leave right after Christmas, my home looked like Christmas in "suspended animation." It was a graphic reminder to me that time moves on, and time moves fast.
The garden, as usual needed much attention.
I wanted to spend time with the grands.
And so on, and so forth...
It was easy to be carried away by what seemed urgent at the moment, but I had to tell myself to put my priorities in order and focus on what is truly important in God's eyes.
When 2019 began, I promised myself this year to make every effort to draw closer to God and spend more time rediscovering Jesus and getting to love Him more.
In my retirement years, I have realized that I don't do too well with formulas and regimen... but this time, a systematic dose of Bible reading was what I wanted.
When Joshua was commissioned by God to lead the Israelites into the Promised Land, He was commanded to read the Torah (the first five books of the Old Testament) daily, and to meditate on it, to ensure success and prosperity.
This Book of the Law shall not depart from your mouth, but you shall meditate in it day and night, that you may observe to do according to all that is written in it. For then you will make your way prosperous, and then you will have good success. - Joshua 1:8
Definitely, God's words to Joshua are to be taken to heart.
I also made it my goal this year to grow in wisdom by reading a chapter a day from the book of Proverbs.
But more than any other book in the Bible, I believe that the Gospels which contain the stories about the life, death, and resurrection of Jesus Christ, deserve the highest place. I once heard a preacher say that it would do us a lot of good to read the Gospels of Jesus Christ over and over again.
Jesus himself said in John 6:63,
It is the Spirit who gives life; the flesh profits nothing. The words that I speak to you are spirit, and they are life.
In my previous posts, I have written much about the significance of this decade. The number 70 is called ayin in the Hebrew alphabet, and its pictorial symbol is that of two eyes.
The two eyes of ayin speak of two perspectives - good or evil. We choose what we see. We can see good behind what is apparently evil. I look at it this way: our natural eyes see the physical reality, but our spiritual eyes can be trained to see how heaven sees it.
I have written about the circumstances of 2018... the uncertainties surrounding the legal battle I am facing, grief over the deaths of my beloved granddaughter Marla, and my best friend Melanie, the clutter in my home that somehow represents the emotional clutter I have to wade through and sort out...
In the midst of all this, God surprises me with His question: What do you see?
One can wallow in the anxiety and the pain... focus on the boiling pot that Jeremiah saw in Jeremiah 1:13, which speaks of the negatives—the difficulties, the pressures, the doubts, that confront us daily.
We can get used to seeing life that way, as a glass half-empty, look at the picture and point to all the wrong things in it.
Or... we can see the first thing that Jeremiah saw: an almond tree bough.
In December, I sensed that the season was changing for me.
As I meditated on The Passion Translation of Song of Songs 2:11-13, it seemed like Abba Father was calling me out from the road of grief and worry to the next level, the higher path leading to my destiny.
I was not ready to move into my new season. We can get lethargic and too comfortable in our tents and feel reluctant to move even when we see the Cloud beginning to move.
Honestly, there are days when I still feel that way.
I know the choice is mine. But it almost seemed like God was pushing me out of my comfort zone... out of my tent of complacency, of running away from Him, of focusing on the urgent, instead of the more important... in fact, the one thing that really matters, and that is my relationship with Him.
Pull up the tent pegs, fold the canvas, and run with Me to the higher place!
What do you see?
How beautiful the symbolism of the almond tree is!
This is God's specific message to me. For in truth, it has been like a long winter for me...
I know all about strategic delays... just as when Jesus purposely delayed going to Bethany until Lazarus was four days in the grave.
I know that my Abba Father is up to something.
But... it has been like a long winter for me... and I am eager to enter my season of the suddenly, just like the almond buds that suddenly appear, almost overnight.
Charles Spurgeon says, "God is quick in performing His promises. They are like the almond tree—they blossom and bear fruit very quickly."
Thus I am holding on to to God's word for me this month.
God is activating a divine perspective in His people in this decade. The eyes of our hearts are being opened like never before, and we are receiving understanding to know the times and the seasons of God not only in our personal circumstances, but in the rest of the world as well.
And as February ends today, I name this month, "What Do You See?"
I feel strongly in my heart that Jesus is my almond tree.
Jesus is the Way, the Truth, and the Life.
Jesus is what I see.
One of my all time favorite songs was written by Graham Kendrick, and it goes this way:
To keep Your lovely face
Ever before my eyes
This is my prayer
Make it my strong desire
That in my secret heart
No other love competes
No rival throne survives
And I serve only You

3 comments:
Thank you for sharing your heart...much of what you wrote the Holy Spirit has quickened to me as well.... blessings upon you my friend 💜
Isn't it great to see God's plan in nature. All one has to do is open their eyes to perceive the abundant proof of God's existence and love for us all, especially through the act of obedience of our Lord and Saviour, Y'shua.
B'ruch Haba Y'shua B'shem Adonia
Barukh Ata Adonai Eloheinu, Melekh Ha'Olam, Hamotzi Lehem min Ha'Eretz.
Your message was very timely for me as I too am sensing a close of this long season of cold and dark days..longing for the sights and sounds of a new season of new life. We've had to say goodbye to our dear dog..but very soon we will be saying hello to two new granddaughters, one in May/June, and another in late August!
This post was so beautifully written, Lydia..Thank you so much for sharing your talent for writing so eloquently.
~Blessings & Love~ Lisa
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