Joshua 3:14-17
...to bind up the brokenhearted,
...to proclaim freedom for the captives
and release from darkness for the prisoners,
...to proclaim the year of the LORD’s favor
and the day of vengeance of our God,
...to comfort all who mourn,
and provide for those who grieve in Zion—
...to bestow on them a crown of beauty
instead of ashes,
...the oil of joy
instead of mourning,
...a garment of praise
instead of a spirit of despair.
- Isaiah 61:1-3
Weeping may tarry for the night
but joy comes with the morning
- Psalm 30:5
You have turned for me my mourning into dancing;
You have put off my sackcloth and clothed me with gladness,
To the end that my glory may sing praise to You and not be silent.
O LORD my God, I will give thanks to You forever.
- Psalm 30:11-12
I have been going over this Joshua event the past days. It is harvest season and the river is at flood stage.
It is not a friendly, innocent-looking, "postcard pretty" picture.
This body of water is a real barrier between the Israelites and their promised land.
The book of Joshua makes this story look so easy. The priests step into the raging waters with the ark of the covenant, the waters part, and all the people cross over on dry land.
It is a mighty story of faith and obedience.
But it is one thing to be reading these words in the warmth and comfort of my bedroom, and it is another thing to be one of those Israelites waiting to see if the waters will indeed part, just as the Lord had said.
I get goose pimples just thinking about it.
There is something about raging waters that daunts me. I know climbing mountains is not exactly the easier option, but I'll choose a mountain anytime over crossing a mighty roaring river... on foot.
It must surely have taken a great amount of faith for the priests to be the first to step into the waters. I imagine that Joshua must have been at the very front, leading the people, then standing on the other side, waiting until every single one of them had crossed over.
What an awesome display of God's majestic power!
It was Joshua's defining moment... the first test of his leadership, and he passed it with shining colors.
God had ordained it to be the day of Joshua's being exalted in the sight of all, that they may know that just as God was with Moses, so He would be with Joshua.
The story never ceases to amaze me each time I read it.
And I know that in these last days, God is restoring the visible signs and the wonders...the tangible display of His power - that all the world may know... and believe.
And I do want to be an active participant in what He is doing...
When God seemed to instruct me to study the book of Joshua at the start of this year, my heart leaped. Yes, it was a new season... and as the first day of the new year was dawning, I knew there was a new assignment.
But now, thinking about the implications of crossing over a mighty river, I realize that the task ahead is indeed a God-sized one.
A few question go through my mind: Is my faith is enough? Will it sustain me for what is required?
I know I need spiritual food to feed and strengthen my faith for the journey ahead.
That is why I am immersing myself in the book of Joshua, and I must read this account over and over again, meditate on it, take hold of the promises - to build faith into my heart.
Friday was our last day at the Elijah House Level Two School of Prayer Ministry.
Time went by so quickly. Before I knew it, another two weeks had passed. And now the school is over; another chapter of my life has come to an end.
My schoolmates - Kaloi, Edna, Gwen, Trudi, and Tanya... the school facilitators - Ed, Becky and Char... as well as the teachers of the video school from Spokane... they were my fellow travelers on the Acacia Grove part of my journey.
God used them in this season to deposit something in my spirit.
The past two weeks, it seemed like I was on a fast track learning mode... absorbing everything, soaking up water like a huge sponge. I knew God was pointing His finger at many things, giving me opportunity to look inside the garden of my heart...
Take a look at what is there, overgrown bushes that need pruning... pull out the weeds that have taken over... seek out the dried out spots in need of fresh water... neglected spots ...
But it will take time to sort everything out. I am a thinker by nature. And thinkers are not born multi-taskers. I want to think things out... doing that slows me down in many ways, but that is how I am wired.
So I was truly grateful that the school did not come to a grinding, screeching, abrupt halt.
After lunch on Friday, we had a time for soaking prayer... an opportunity to welcome the Lord to speak personally to each one of us... and to let the new things sink in.
The lights were dimmed, and as beautiful worship music softly played in the background, Ed read the first few verses of Isaiah 61.
To proclaim good news... to bind up the brokenhearted ...to proclaim freedom and release ...to proclaim the year of the LORD’s favor ...the day of vengeance of our God ...to comfort, to provide for those who grieve ...a crown of beauty instead of ashes ...the oil of joy instead of mourning ...a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair...
What a healing effect those words of Scripture had on me!
We sat there, inviting the presence of the Lord to come, as our facilitators went around praying gently for each one of us.
It was such a meaningful time of receiving words of blessing and affirmation.
As Virmi gently placed her hand on my back, listening to what the Lord wanted to say to me, I felt the presence of the Lord surrounding me. "God is blessing you with joy," she said. "For a season something had stopped your joy, now God wants you to know He is releasing it to you in a new way... a new measure of joy... a new hope... a new season..."
Virmi doesn't know much about me, so her words actually took me by surprise. At first I didn't know my joy had been stopped, but as soon as she released those words, my heart opened up and embraced the blessing... like a dried up garden soaking up fresh, healing waters.
After a few minutes of allowing the Lord to minister to me in the dried up places of my heart, Ed came near and also prayed for me. "God is delighted by the goodness of your heart, Lidj... so much goodness... and He's pouring in more. More of His goodness... more of His love... more of Him. He's turning your deserts into gardens, Lidj."
As I listened to the words that the Father was speaking through Ed, tears welled up in my eyes. How appropriate this blessing was. It was such an affirmation that God sees through me. Of course I knew He does... but to hear it spoken through another person...
Char came and spoke more words of blessing to my spirit, more words of confirmation were released: "God is bringing you into a new season... and He's building strength into your spirit... a fresh hope... a new calling..."
Well, the words could have very well been for somebody else, but at the moment I was hearing them, I knew God was saying something very special to me.
Yesterday my friend Trudi prayed for me. She said that as she was about to pray, she saw a picture of a river where the waters had parted, and I was crossing over to the other side. She felt God saying that it was safe for me to cross because He was in front of me, leading the way. Trudi didn't say much. She narrated to me what she saw, and then simply said, Father, confirm in her heart what you are doing.
Indeed, it is a new day dawning. The clouds of darkness are being pushed back by the light bursting through.
Thank You, dear Father, for the fresh infusion of new joy to strengthen me for the journey ahead.
When I think I’m going under, part the waters, Lord.
When I feel the waves around me, calm the sea.
When I cry for help, O hear me, Lord, and hold out Your hand.
Touch my life, still the raging storm in me.
Knowing You love me through the burden I must bear,
Hearing Your footsteps lets me know I’m in Your care,
And in the night of my life You bring the promise of day,
Here is my hand, show me the way.
Knowing You love me helps me face another day.
Hearing Your footsteps drives the clouds and fear away;
And in the tears of my life I see the sorrow You bore,
Here is my pain, heal it once more.
(from the song Part the Waters written by Charles F. Brown)
Part the Waters

14 comments:
Thank you for sharing your blessing, Lidj. I am always encouraged by the work I am allowed to see that God is doing in others.
Lidj, this is a beautiful post! I appreciate the picture of the Jordan you put up. It really gives an idea of what the Israelites were up against.
I heard a message on this that reminded us, that the Jordan didn't stop flowing until the priests stepping into it in faith. God didn't pile up those waters while everyone just stood back.
Those were some beautiful promises that were given to you. What a blessing!
LIDJ, your spiritual experiences sustain me in those rare moments in which I falter, despair, doubt, and wonder about these things. I know acceptance is the answer to all my troubles. Yet my reluctance climbs over the back fence, and sits in wait for my morning....
So kind it is of you to post these happenings of the past weeks. You bring willingness and courage with your words.
Thank you, Lidj,
PEACE!
Right now, as I feel like the waters are about to swirl over my head- your words and experience made me remember that the Lord will not let His faithful drown. Your post blessed me Lidj...thank you.
thanks for sharing your journey...it really inspires me. Those scriptures are my favorite ones. We just went to Yosemite park and standing under the giant redwoods and seeing the huge mountains...made me feel small and hit home what a great God we serve. Hugs to you Lidj.
Dear Lidj,
I have nothing wise to say or comment,
except echo the prayer,
"Touch my life, still the raging storm in me."
From Felisol
Lidj, your post is amazing.... it inspires and it talks to me. Love your songs that are playing..... this has touched my heart!
So glad to hear from you on my post..... thank you for reading and supporting me in my journey.
Love&Hugs&Peace,
Lis
PS...e-mail me sometime! xiaorose@verizon.net
Beautiful post and a wonderful reminder that the Lord will not let His faithful down! Oh I so needed to hear this today.
You have blessed my heart and thank you for sharing your inspirational post.
Hugs
I am excited for you, Lidj! God is doing something new in you...a fresh beginning...a green tendril in His garden. I can almost hear the waters rushing....May God richly bless you in this new year.
In Jesus love,
Debby
What beautiful words you have spoken here, Lidj. And how wonderful that God is speaking so directly to you. Crossing rivers - yes, indeed - scary and uncertain times. But with the Lord, dry land is beneath every footstep.
Part the waters, Lord - calm the sea.
Wherever I go, just lead me.
GOD BLESS!
Oh Lidj, So many of us cry out to you and thank you for all your encouragement that your blogging gives. I too feel this is a time in my life that I am so leaning completely on the Lord for assistance in everything. Months before Dave passed . . the Lord gave me a vision of crossing over a river . . the Lord was providing one stepping stone at a time to me, helping me get across. The river represents my life right now . . one stone at a time. The Lord has never left me . . so comforting to feel that. Blessings, Sandy:O)
Lidj,
You wrote, "I am a thinker by nature. And thinkers are not born multi-taskers." That will encourage my husband greatly! :) He cannot multi-task well at all and he is one of the deepest thinkers I know. However, I used to be a great multi-tasker myself. I thought my chronic pain issues and God's desire to humble me were the real things that took away this ability. Your thoughts encourage me here.
On a more serious note:
Lidj, I continue to be drawn to your writing and your processing and your journey with our Sovereign Lord because you do it in a sphere that is more "Holy Spirit led" than I am comfortable with. I see you hold up Scripture and are careful with making sure the "prophetic words" line up with what is biblical. In America there are many so called "prophets" who proclaim extra-biblical things and often lead many astray. The biblical illiteracy of many Christians leave them vulnerable.
These prayers that were prayed over you: I love how they are biblical and general. The Spirit can then interpret them in your heart and lead you to be encouraged and courageous for the future. The community of believers here do not get caught up in contending for God's supremacy to speak to your heart. They walk this with humility and get out of God's way. That is not my experience with many believers in my sphere when they feel "God has spoken" to them. What comes out of there mouth tends to be their own desires that they do not even realize (pride is lurking beneath it all).
May you continue to think and process well with God's Spirit leading you into all truth.
Blessings,
Amy
Lidj....Every word of this post blessed my heart so. I always stand in awe of how He tenderly leads and guides us into new seasons of life. And oh how wonderfully He spoke to your heart through those at the School of Prayer by His Spirit. Praise God!
As I read your words this stirred within my spirit.....He is bringing waves of blessing, direction, wisdom, revelation knowledge and decernment your way which will take you into deeper places in Him and bring clarity to the plans that He has for you, Lidj. Glory to God!
I'm so excited to see what He's planned for you, sister. He's appointed us to live in this time...these last days...and be a part of the great end time move of His Spirit. I get Holy Ghost goose bumps just typing this!
Yes....honestly, it's kinda of daunting...just like stepping into the river and believing that it will part and we will walk through. But as we follow Him and strengthen and grow our faith and trust in Him and His Promises, HE WILL TAKE US TO THE OTHER SIDE IN VICTORY and will work His wonderful miracle working power in and through us all for His Glory!!!....And the world we see it!!! Hallelujah!!
Oh what a Mighty God we serve!!
HE IS FAITHFUL!!
Love, Hugs and Blessings!
Jackie
Lidj, what do you feel the plans are the lord has for you? You are very mature spiritualy...I truly admire you in Christ. Dee
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